Friday, August 24, 2007 Y 10:55 AM

hiyah...

nowadays i m really getting tired of the life i had..i feel like i m treated like a prisoner more than a normal gal...I WANT MY FREEDOM...I WANT MY DREAM!!!...

I noe my dad treats me like a precious gal which they din even realize..but to tell the truth, i dun like being treated like a precious diamond by my parents...

I ONLY KNOW MY MUM HAS ALWAYS BEEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME...

i dun noe whether i hab got a good news or a bad one...i was selected to be part of the student reporter...but my dad keeps insist that i shouldn't join as i m not going to be reporter next time...but this job of mine doesnt even requires me to do much run around..itx not as if i m going to run the whole of Singapore....

I JUX HATED MY LIFE NOW MORE N MORE...I DUN LIKE TO BE TIED DOWN IN THE HOUSE...IT WILL ONLY MAKES ME SEEM THAT I M USELESS N I ONLY LIVE TO TAKE MONEY FROM PARENTS...I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!...

when i know that i m selected as one, my mum says she will speak to my dad...and the answer as i expected...A STRAIGHT NO ANSWER without even questioning about the job scope of the student reporter...i m jux going to listen for the briefing and then decide about it...to give it a try..to let me gain experience of new skills and so that i could apply what i learnt to my next job..itx jux so easy...yet this thing is far away from me now...

Maybe i m jux not fated to be with the media industry...or maybe i should jux go taiwan and learn and stay there for the dream i m pursuing..so that no one will be in my way...

that's all i wanna say...later going out le...byebye...update again...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 Y 7:59 AM

hiyah..here to update..cos i dun wanna fine $300 from someone again...haha

Yesterdae after presenting, I went for interview with lin and ah cai...the person who interview us (*named annoymous to protect identity*) was very friendly...haha...

I hide the interview from my dad...ONLY my mum knows cos my dad always tink that it is best to work after graduating...but i dun tink so...i tink we should try gain some experience and learn new skills like what annoymous said...haha...feel that i might love chatting with her..cos she reminds me of someone...haha

After the interview, ah cai, lin and i went to AMK...we go sumo house eat....

~That's what lin eat..Sakana Fried~~

Hmmm~~~SMELLS NICE~~~YUMMY~~MAKING ME HUNGRY~~

After we have eaten, we went AMK Hub to buy bdae gift...for someone...the bdae getting nearer and nearer...haha....itx a pity as i heard ah wee nt gg lehx...sad lehx...she's always with us no matter whose bdae..but her leg injured so tink her parents dun wanna her walk too mutch...

Tok about parents...I DUN LIKE THE LIFE I HAVE NOW...I WANT MY FREEDOM...AH!!!...I AM A PERSON WHO'S UNABLE TO TOLERATE THE LIFE OF BEING CONTROLLED...but i noe my parents is good to me..i jux hope that my dad cant be a little more lenient so that i can breathe...Sometimes, i really feel that my dad is going to suffocate me with his strict control..i jux prefer my mum sometimes as i feel that she noes what i want and she's always supportive of me...she is a little lenient sometimes though she has a strict control of me..but when it comes to pursuing my dream..

Jux update till here...bye...try my best to update as soon as possible..k...see ya...


hiyah..updating post again...



after the competition, i realize i have more intense feeling towards being a DJ...haha...my mind is just telling me "I WANT THIS JOB!"...haha



I am actually not disappointed with the result...for me, i jux wanna gain more DJ competition experience before I am really able to step into the industry...haha..

The next time if i can join, i would like to join the 933 DJ SEARCH competition..together with my friends...

Yesterdae, the in charge send us an email about the student reporter..i have actualli tot of being one when the i-wkli is recruiting..but, in the end, i give up cos i m not realli interested in being a student reporter...but yesterdae when i saw the email, i tot mayb we shld try and my good frens also wanna join..itx ah cai who intiated first..so i tot y nt jux give it a try...and maybe play around with it to gain some experience lahx...haha...

School holidays is coming Soon...muackx...i love it...we will have outing..gg to celebrate Nana's bdae..but i dun noe whether i can go or not...haha...i realli love the prezzie that Nana and yu ting has given to me...haha...itx too cute that i cant bear to put it in my bed cos i scare it will be easily dirty...wahahahaha....

Jux a short update...sure to update again...but maybe hols will seldom update..try my best...byebye








Hiyah...ah cai says i so long nvr update...so i updating it now...

8 AUG FYP PART I FINALLY OVER...I finally feel that the rocks that i have been carrying since the start of FYP has vanished...haha...

Ah cai n i oso go sign up for the DJ competition...hope we get spotted...wahahaha...**daydreaming** liaoz...

today is the audition for the DJ competition...so scared n nervous sia...they will b asking for intro..haha...

jux rmb that time ah cai, cherlin, wan ling n i all go join another DJ competition oso...but tat one is more to the news presenting...tis should be more to music de ba...the thought of DJ will keep me day dreaming sia...MY PASSION..

But, my dad dun support bcos he says i still gt FYP n my studies so he thought itx better to focus more on studies....then after graduated, then what i wanna do will be my freedom...knows he cares that i couldn't cope but tis competition does not gurantee that i'll be in unless i get talent spotted..wahaha..**day dreaming again**...

hey..update again another time...nw realli nervous..onli tink of UT and the intro...OMG...haha...see ya...bye...